Saturday, December 03, 2005

HELLO. i'm NOT okay..
i'm waiting and still holding on...
i love you i love you i love you
BUT
so wad?
everything changed. yes everything.

anyway....!
woke up at 3 today.. towned str away.. went to jose's salon.. helped her.. and her eyes were..... VAVAVOOM! scary.. swelling lyke i dunno wad man.. gosh.. den had cheesesticks for lunch.! FATTENING FATTENING FATTENING!! yes yes i know! SO....!! DIET DIET DIET!! den.. went to meet santos.. accompanied him.. AND MY DARLING AILIN KEA! came town only at 11.. but too bad i left.. den met granny at 6.30?? had dinner at food republic.. woohoo.. yummy ok! haha den jose came.. without her contacts.. and SHE WAS BLIND FOR THAT FEW HOURS! lalalalalal... den went to tanglin mall.. TANGLIN MALL.. HAHA! ok yea.. for some flea market.. shoes goin at 4 bucks.. worth it.. but bought nothing... dennnnn... went off at around.. er.. 9.30 or so? den sent granny home.. needed to get my calling card and stuff.. den slacked at de sky garden till lyke wad? 10.30?? 11?? i dunno.. den home.. bathed.. and started depressing my way through! conferenced with ailin KEA my DARLING! and santos..

yes YES!
i lyke to CONTRADICT MYSELF!
i wanna TRY MOVING ON!
but, NO!
i think i wanna wait!
i'm holding on..
i'll be waiting!

that way i loved you. 1:19 AM