Wednesday, December 21, 2005

haha. back afta 101 years.. blahs.. hahaha.. over at shiyun's hse.. towning with darling lata.. =D genting was great.. and darling jus got back from her thailand trip! AILIN I MISS U! hahaha.. that girl.. i'm feeling slpy.. hahahha.. woke up in de middle of de nite jus now.. lyke 4+?? thats crazy.. faints.. wad should i wear lata!! aiyo.. mah fan pls.. lalala.. jeans or shorts.. ok maybe jeans.. but i'm sick of both.. and i dont feel lyke wearing skirt cuz i wore that yesterdae!! rarr rarr...

YOU:ya you.. sadded over u for almost a mth.. finally i'm trying to let go.. difficult but succeeding.. and i'm happy.. hope you're happy with de her over there! =D forget de past cuz i'm forgetting.. i dont hate u.. although i wan to.. but i cant.. maybe best frens in de future? i dunno.. do take care.. see you around when u come back..
DARLING:hey darling! you're back!! i miss you manz manz manz.. ahhaha.. *ah lian lang. hahaha.. TOWNING LATA!! yayyys... fun fun fun more funnnnn! see ya hunnnnnnehhh!!

that way i loved you. 6:44 PM

Friday, December 09, 2005

wheeee.. was on conference until 6.45 am today.. darling wouldn't lemme slpla.. den went to darling's hse str away.. snatched de bed with leonsee.. hahaha.. den slept.. for i dunno how long.. den got woken up by siangkoon la! i wan kaya toast pls!! haha.. den slept again and got woken up by siangkoon again.. he woke me up while trying to wake darling up.. faints.. den off to de pines again.. haha.. lunched at de cafe.. yums yums.. but kinda bored of de food alr.. hahaha.. den swim swim! hahaha.. darling's bored of de slide alrr.. i'm oso bored of de slide.. so sad.. den bathe.. den dinnered at de cafe.. den went to forum.. wasted my tyme pls! cuz coulsn't play pool dere.. den that siankoon made me carry his super wet bag la!! den de strap is super long pls.. faints.. den went to cuppage.. pooled.. den home.. i'm mega tired pls!!

waiting for darling to upload de pics.. hahaha..

that way i loved you. 4:24 AM

Thursday, December 08, 2005

bam bam. ok its 10.10pm now. blahhs. okok.. woke up at 2 plus.. darling called.. den agreed to meet in town.. so we did! met at lyke 5.20? nono.. i was lata so 5.30.. yeps.. den had lunch at meridien.. den pooled at cuppage! dat horrible siangkoon is way too lazy to come out la.. and my whole body is aching pls!! goshh.. and my back hurts lyke fcuk.. *stares at siangkoon.. hahaha.. pool was great.. and darling is damn tyco la! bleaghs.. okayys.. den i lose lyke dunno how many games.. sad sad.. heh.. ok.. den went to meet jose at 7.30 lyke that? yupps.. den ate churros! so nice ok..!! den i know jose's sad.. cuz some retarded lame shit hurt her. i wanna kill him.. me and darling knows how she exactly feels la.. esp darling.. lalala.. had fun with darling this two days! love her to bits pls pls..

darling: darlinggggg! hahaha.. lalala.. i love you okayys! both of us had fun ryte!! heex.. and you are MEGA STRONG! no aches afta yesterdae.. i'm dying pls!! and have fun in thailand ok! but you betta miss me.. although you're leaving lyke at de 15th.. thats still quite long to go.. hahaha.. but i'm leaving on de 10th!! yea man.. i'm gonna get you something ok! heehee.. ok anyway I LOVE AILIN! AND SHE'S MINE OK! hahaha!!
jose: helo jie! i dunno if you're gonna read this.. but anyway jus let go yea.. he's so dumb dumb to do that la.. if he knows about me and ******************* den he'll treashure you.. trust me.. but presently.. jus relax.. and take things slow yeaa.. i love you!

that way i loved you. 5:51 AM

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

met siangkoon at 9.30am today. had yakun kaya toast! ahaha. was damn slpy pls. hahaha.. den that siangkoon was snoozing off. and we were trying our very best to wake santos and ailin up. bahhs! ailin darling is sucha slpy head larr! den walk here and there and everywhere with that SAN SAN (siangkoon). and i'm not pui pui hor!! hahaha. hmmms. we walked to the pines ok?! we are strong ppl although we're deprived of sleep! hahaha.. den waited for my darling ms ailin kea for i dunno how long pls!! DARLING YOU ARE SUCHA SLPY HEAD!! bangs wall. and i was falling aslp at de pines la. hahaha.. den had lunch at de cafe! haha. and i don wanna be pui pui. so shared food with that san san! LOL. den swim!! wooohoooo... was frigging fun la!! and now i have bruises all over.. san san and that santos wans to murder me and darling pls! asking us to swim at a 2.6m deep pool when de both of us cant swim for nuts!! and i almost died with darling. hahaha. was mega fun today! den went to cuppage. met soonleng and all those. hahaha. yupps. den home. cannot take it. so tired.

its 7.36am now. jus hung up de phone with siangkoon. both of us are dying man. so tired. that asshole went to take a nap. and i cant! cuz i have to wake him up at 8.30 lata. looking forward to our kaya toast and teh c. hahaha. man i wanna slp!!! but if i do. i'm not goin pines lata. haha. den santos siangkoon ailin soonleng can go themselves. no siangkoon wont go too. cuz nobody's gonna wake him up. heh. oh no i'm falling aslp. soccer was boring man. chelsea and liverpool. 0-0. faints. draw. la la la.

de chat with YOU was ok. found out stuff. got damn sad. called in to conference with them. but i appeared ok. and you betta be nice to her. no matter wad ok. and wad your fren said was ryte. love oso need fate. no fate, there's no use. so i'm leaving everything as it is. and if you're cming back good. if you're not. den oh wells, we'll still be frens aites. (:

that way i loved you. 3:54 PM

8.36pm. bad move. bad phonecall. shouldn't have done it. bad move REALLY BAD ONE. i lied. i lied. I LIED. to make you feel betta. bahhs.
should i call again at 11? i dunno. you asked me if i am calling. i hestitated. cuz, i dont wanna repeat wad happened. i dont wan you to be confused. yea.
darling ask me to call. i dunno if i should. i'm confused.

HELLO. its 5.56pm. and i'm bored. blahs. got woken up at lyke wad? 4. and i slept at 7+. talking to darling. actually thats 9 hrs of slp. but NO not enough. bleaghs. alrytes.

YOU you YOU. i miss you. i texted you. knowing that there'll no replies. ok. but its been 2 days. and i dunno. i feel weird. lost and everything.
i think i can neva have you. i wanna move on. i wanna try. but something's holding me back. and thats de happy tymes we had. no maybe not. and de lies. no feelings for her. well maybe when you're here. but its ok. its de past. i know. you've found your happiness. i can see i can tell. i'll find mine. real soon. i'll try.

darling: darling darling. reassured i'll always be here for you no matter wad yes? i know you're lost. we're both lost. but we'll be strong yes? i'll be here for you and you know it okayys. and i know you'll be there for me too. and yes. DE LIES WE'RE BOTH HEARD. how true they are. blahs. ok i'll call in soon okayys. love you darlingg!

that way i loved you. 1:55 AM

Monday, December 05, 2005

its 4.28am now. conferencing now. darling, santos, soonleng and siangkoon. lalala. confusing, i dunno who's who.. blah blahs. and i'm bored. i miss you. where are you.
i wan you. i hope you're happy now. yea. i mis you

lalala. i miss you. no text from me? yes i know. i'm trying not to text you. so that you and her wont be disturbed by me. hope that you're doin fine.
i'm waiting, yes still waiting. i should move on, but NO. i wanna wait for you. to me you're worth it. thou i dunno when you're comin back. yes. should i call? i dunno. probably lata. hope i wont get belum pulang. if not gw mau mati. kanget banget eh. ngerti gak? haiz. nvm. blahs. i'm so SAD! i wanna start depressing. no. i must be happy.
cuz you said so. so i'll try

ok darling jus called. ask me go beer garden. haha. santos is goin crazy. yes he is. i dunno why. he's gone crazyyyy. ok. i'm bored mans. no beer for me. its gonna make me fat. and darling dont drink too much. ok. i'm bored. only siangkoon's online talking to me. hahaha. and i think he's bored too. texting junyat is horrible. all de replies one word one. i oso dunno wad to say. but its betta den texting noone.!
HIDDEN MEANING!
blahs. ok. i'm bored bored bored. and i'm complaining to junyat. and he said ' c la. ask you come dont wan.' i don wanna drink mahs. haiya. i miss him. hoping that he'll call. ):
will you call?!?! bahhs..

its 6.49 am. i'm suppose to slp at 1-1.30. yes i promised you. i broke it once again.
i'm sorry.
cant get to slp. i'm thinking alot. ALOT. about you. i wan my darling now. i wanna talk to her.
i shall be nice. let her slp.
i wanna call you. but its way too early. and when i wanted to call you jus now.
someone said 'belum pulang.' so sad!
you're not home yet. i wanna hear you. i miss you. kangen banget. wanted to call you again. but was late. i dont wan you to get scolded for having a girl call you at past midnight. no way.

jose probably's gonna wake me up soon. she's getting up at 8.30 am? and she said she's gonna wake me up to have breakfast with her. i'll probably not answer her call. no i will. but i'll go back to slp. yes i will. and i'll wake up at five. probably gonna meet up with junyat and santos in town. and off to indochine. cross fingers. no raids pls. or i'll probably die. but i dont feel lyke clubbing. darling's not goin. but junyat's forcing meeeeeeee. i'll see sneaking out's gonna be a success. if not, sorry junyat. i've to give it a miss.

that way i loved you. 2:47 PM

Sunday, December 04, 2005

HELLO YOU!
I WANNA CALL YOU!
BUT!
wad am i gonna say to you???
i wanna say,
i miss you alot alot alot.. and i hope you can come back..
i wanna say SO MUCH!
but SO WAD?
does it matter to YOU?!
its hurts hurts HURTS!
bahhhhHHHHsSSSSS!!

alrytes.. woke up at wad? 5?? hurhur.. stupid kelvin called.. disturbed me.. forced me to chat with him.. but de horrible me.. rejected and off to bed.. den 15 mins lata jose called.. disturbed me.. i wanna slp.. but cant get to slp alr! HORRIBLE PHONECALLS!
IF ONLY YOU WERE DE ONE WHO CALLED!
ok.. den towned.. in SHORTS and TEE SHIRT.. how presentable is that.. but its ok.. reached town at 7.. met jose, junyang, edwin and some guy.. had dinner at ES TELLER!
MEMORIES OF THE PLACE??????
ok.. den santos called.. that poorboy's in town ALONE.. ok no.. with some ppl i dunno.. so i wont go.. den my darling's in town with her sister!! ok.. cant meet me.. den went home.. SO.... i call this being to free! goin town jus for dinner.. and back home?? lyke wth?? but its ok.. beats staying and home and depress myself..

DE YOU:YOU YOU YOU... i know you wont be reading this but jus wanna let you know.. yes i still do love you.. alot.. yes alot.. i know things changed.. and stuff.. but yes i'll wait.. i believe in you and i trust you.. though i know wads goin on over at your side.. but yea.. i trust you..
DARLING AILINKEA: darling darling.. i dunno if you're reading this but I LOVE YOU AILIN! thanks for being there for me when i'm lyke super depressed.. bahss.. and darling darling darlinggg! we're go out on a date sooooooon okokokok!! and pls dont leave alrytes???? we're best frens remember?? no worries okayys.. trust me yes? i'll always be here for you.. although ppl betrayed you and stuff dont be affected yes yes? stay in stc!! although we'll be in diff class.. but we'll recess together okayys?!?! =D i loveeee youuuuuuuuuu!!

that way i loved you. 11:58 PM

Saturday, December 03, 2005

HELLO. i'm NOT okay..
i'm waiting and still holding on...
i love you i love you i love you
BUT
so wad?
everything changed. yes everything.

anyway....!
woke up at 3 today.. towned str away.. went to jose's salon.. helped her.. and her eyes were..... VAVAVOOM! scary.. swelling lyke i dunno wad man.. gosh.. den had cheesesticks for lunch.! FATTENING FATTENING FATTENING!! yes yes i know! SO....!! DIET DIET DIET!! den.. went to meet santos.. accompanied him.. AND MY DARLING AILIN KEA! came town only at 11.. but too bad i left.. den met granny at 6.30?? had dinner at food republic.. woohoo.. yummy ok! haha den jose came.. without her contacts.. and SHE WAS BLIND FOR THAT FEW HOURS! lalalalalal... den went to tanglin mall.. TANGLIN MALL.. HAHA! ok yea.. for some flea market.. shoes goin at 4 bucks.. worth it.. but bought nothing... dennnnn... went off at around.. er.. 9.30 or so? den sent granny home.. needed to get my calling card and stuff.. den slacked at de sky garden till lyke wad? 10.30?? 11?? i dunno.. den home.. bathed.. and started depressing my way through! conferenced with ailin KEA my DARLING! and santos..

yes YES!
i lyke to CONTRADICT MYSELF!
i wanna TRY MOVING ON!
but, NO!
i think i wanna wait!
i'm holding on..
i'll be waiting!

that way i loved you. 1:19 AM