Monday, December 05, 2005

its 4.28am now. conferencing now. darling, santos, soonleng and siangkoon. lalala. confusing, i dunno who's who.. blah blahs. and i'm bored. i miss you. where are you.
i wan you. i hope you're happy now. yea. i mis you

lalala. i miss you. no text from me? yes i know. i'm trying not to text you. so that you and her wont be disturbed by me. hope that you're doin fine.
i'm waiting, yes still waiting. i should move on, but NO. i wanna wait for you. to me you're worth it. thou i dunno when you're comin back. yes. should i call? i dunno. probably lata. hope i wont get belum pulang. if not gw mau mati. kanget banget eh. ngerti gak? haiz. nvm. blahs. i'm so SAD! i wanna start depressing. no. i must be happy.
cuz you said so. so i'll try

ok darling jus called. ask me go beer garden. haha. santos is goin crazy. yes he is. i dunno why. he's gone crazyyyy. ok. i'm bored mans. no beer for me. its gonna make me fat. and darling dont drink too much. ok. i'm bored. only siangkoon's online talking to me. hahaha. and i think he's bored too. texting junyat is horrible. all de replies one word one. i oso dunno wad to say. but its betta den texting noone.!
HIDDEN MEANING!
blahs. ok. i'm bored bored bored. and i'm complaining to junyat. and he said ' c la. ask you come dont wan.' i don wanna drink mahs. haiya. i miss him. hoping that he'll call. ):
will you call?!?! bahhs..

its 6.49 am. i'm suppose to slp at 1-1.30. yes i promised you. i broke it once again.
i'm sorry.
cant get to slp. i'm thinking alot. ALOT. about you. i wan my darling now. i wanna talk to her.
i shall be nice. let her slp.
i wanna call you. but its way too early. and when i wanted to call you jus now.
someone said 'belum pulang.' so sad!
you're not home yet. i wanna hear you. i miss you. kangen banget. wanted to call you again. but was late. i dont wan you to get scolded for having a girl call you at past midnight. no way.

jose probably's gonna wake me up soon. she's getting up at 8.30 am? and she said she's gonna wake me up to have breakfast with her. i'll probably not answer her call. no i will. but i'll go back to slp. yes i will. and i'll wake up at five. probably gonna meet up with junyat and santos in town. and off to indochine. cross fingers. no raids pls. or i'll probably die. but i dont feel lyke clubbing. darling's not goin. but junyat's forcing meeeeeeee. i'll see sneaking out's gonna be a success. if not, sorry junyat. i've to give it a miss.

that way i loved you. 2:47 PM